The New Language
There were self -
inflicted scars on my hands and on my arms. The red patches of darkened skin
were sore and irritating. I imagined myself as a puppet who had fallen off the
controlling strings of family and faith. My skin was my outer defense but was
it defending me from the world or from myself.
The marks on my
skin would gradually evolve into a complex map of streets and alleys. The marks
would become a code, a guide, an index crawling on my cold white skin.
The marks were
linked to the movement of distant planets and worlds across the universe.
The stars
themselves clung to the outlines of the cuts on my fingers and palms. The
sunset and sunrise began to observe and follow the sequence of damage and harm
on my arms.
Soon horizons of
bright and distant constellations surrounded my injuries.
I needed to feel
pain and the distraction of harm , the relentless cruelty of the world was
mirrored on the surface of my skin.
At midnight ghost
children came beside the marks to marvel at the wounds. The icy night
waited for the
next cut , the next injury.
Chris Bird
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